Chase ([info]rivensoul) wrote,
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The Price of Honesty

Ron and I had been on good terms. He called last night and we talked for quite a while, he told me about his decision to move in with his friend in Orange County, all in all it was a good chat.

Then today, he insisted on knowing about the "good friend" I had lost, that I wrote about in an earlier entry. I didn't want to tell him for several reasons, but he insisted. So I told him.

I "lost" this friend because I knew the feelings I were having weren't healthy and weren't going to help my situation any. So I told him we couldn't be friends right now. It was hard for me, because he WAS such a good friend, but I knew I had to do it. A lot of things needed to change in my life, and that was one of them.

I knew Ron would be upset, which is why I hadn't wanted to tell him. It wasn't his business anyway. What I didn't expect was to be called "disgusting, sick, a dog," etc.

So, I told Ron that I would never tell him anything personal again. Not much point in having a friend if all they will do is insult you. So he said there wasn't much point in having a friendship. I agreed. He said "Fuck you Chase," and I hung up.

The End.

P.S. For those of you sick of hearing about it, this will be the last entry mentioning him.

P.P.S. If interested, you can see the wonderful things he wrote here: http://urbanhick.livejournal.com/

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[info]84glyde

March 18 2006, 06:38:35 UTC 6 years ago

Not sick of hearing about it. Though I don't know about the whole situation with the "friend", Ron's reaction does seem a bit out there. No wait, it's waaaay out there! For the first time I've felt you're better off now.

[info]tiggerski3

March 18 2006, 23:02:25 UTC 6 years ago

Chase,
I am sorry to hear you are hurting. You post about anything that you want. Sounds like things have been pretty crazy. Take things one day at a time. Although I may not always comment, I am reading and thinking about you!

Take care,
Dave (-:

Anonymous

March 19 2006, 04:11:03 UTC 6 years ago

From Mama Poof

This has to stop...all this he said/he said bullshit is not helping anything. If you two can't grow up and try to get along, then stop talking to each other. You both are acting like children and I'm seriously thinking of putting you both in a long time out.

NOTE: This is being posted to both of you!!

[info]rivensoul

March 19 2006, 10:14:01 UTC 6 years ago

Re: From Mama Poof

We have stopped talking.

Anonymous

March 19 2006, 17:52:59 UTC 6 years ago

Re: From Mama Poof

I have so many things I want to say to you and ask about this whole situation. I'm going to wait until you come for my birthday so that we can have a long, private talk. Plan on making time for me. I do not blame you for everything...it takes two people...i just worry about you. I've been with you through more than anyone except Bill. Your journal is not the place for the things I want to say to and hear from you. I love you...

Anonymous

March 19 2006, 11:15:47 UTC 6 years ago

5 cent psychoanaltyical help - leave in tin cup - FROM TIM

So, what's the beef between you two? 99% of breakups are generally caused by MONEY,INFIDELITY, AND DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR. Look at it from another person's perspective. How does he see you and vice-versa. Would you live with someone like yourself? That is all from Doctor Freud.
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